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You know how we writers have points in our lives where we don'y have muse for writing or graphic making. Well I don't have muse for either. But I don't think that's the problem. the problem is I don't have muse for life anymore. I don't see the point in waking up. I don't see the point in going to school. This is not just some 14 year old melodramatic reason not to go to school. I don't see the point in texting my friends. Waking up on Saturdays or Sundays. I don't hang out with my friends because I just don't see any reason to/ I don't do homework I could do. I don't turn in work that I've done. I put up such a show during my classes because I feel so bad that my sadness could make any of my friends feel bad. How can I put the weight that's on my shoulder and even give some of it to someone I love. I can't . So I say that I'm tired. I saw it's been a low week. I say my dad's sick. I say I'm fine. But I am anything but fine. I am failing English. That was the one class I never thought I would fail. And look at me. The energy I took to write this could have been used to write a reply. But I'm selfish so I tell everyone how I feel instead.
(9this is up in the rant section but I thought I should tell people why I am gone so often))
(9this is up in the rant section but I thought I should tell people why I am gone so often))
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((i dont know what to say...i wish to make you feel better))
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So... I got grounded... but now I'm ungrounded. Hais, I'm back.
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I'm grounded from my laptop, for I don't know how long (I'm writing this from my phone), so I won't be able to do much but I'll try to manage for now. I can do short posts, but long posts probably won't be possible. So I'll be back to long posts whenever I get my laptop back.
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Well survival camp was a bust it rained and our tents were all muddy and I was covered head to toe with mud when I got back had to take a two hour shower and plus at night the tent was leaking water on me e.e worst FTX ever although it was my first and my worst. Well at least I am back I need to get sleep my eyes are drooping.
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LOL! That sounds so epic, Aly! Sorry you had to go through all that though.
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So here's the deal. I'm not exactly leaving. I'm just giving a warning about my activity.
There's an explanation in the spoiler to those who want to know why but what you need to know is that my replies will be extremely slow. My graphics too. If you worry I've forgotten you, please do send a PM my way. If you just want to cut off a thread you have with me, same story. I know some of you have been waiting on me for over a month but I just... can't.
I'll be back and properly active as soon as I can but for now it's going to be a bit of a mush.
Now, as for the spoilered why:
(Also, if you know me IRL as some of you do, either don't read this or pretend you didn't. I don't want to be treated any differently because of this. It would hurt my feelings)
There's an explanation in the spoiler to those who want to know why but what you need to know is that my replies will be extremely slow. My graphics too. If you worry I've forgotten you, please do send a PM my way. If you just want to cut off a thread you have with me, same story. I know some of you have been waiting on me for over a month but I just... can't.
I'll be back and properly active as soon as I can but for now it's going to be a bit of a mush.
Now, as for the spoilered why:
(Also, if you know me IRL as some of you do, either don't read this or pretend you didn't. I don't want to be treated any differently because of this. It would hurt my feelings)
- Spoiler:
- Why am I so horrible on replying lately? It's simple really. I just don't have the energy. I don't have energy for anything. I don't want to get out of bed in the morning but I run to school when I am. I don't want to be at school. I don't want to make my homework. I don't want to pay attention in class and I just generally want to sleep for about six weeks or more. I'm not just physically tired due to a lack of sleep I brought on myself over the past months. I'm mentally exhausted and just completely drained. I don't want to have to deal with anything any more and I just feel like I'm falling apart.
The main reason is the fact that I don't really feel at home where I live. My parents are wonderful people, really, I just can't see it any more. I feel like they hate me and wish to see me gone. They don't bother trying to make me feel differently. My mom usually treats the cat better than me. She once went upstairs, wishing him a good night while completely ignoring me while I wished her a good night. The best I can hope for is a short sneer in my direction. I usually just get rants that can go on for hours and only make me feel like I can't do anything right.
Today, I messed up on my practical because I didn't read ahead in the instructions. I messed up, it happens. Just the problem is that it makes me think I really -can't- do anything right. That what my mom says is true. That I really am good for noting since I can't even read a manual properly. It kind of brought me to the verve of a break down. Everybody makes mistakes but every single one I make is like a slap in the face. I don't feel like I'm allowed to make mistakes.
As if that isn't enough to make me feel bad, I have recently noticed most of humanity gets on my nerves up to the point I want to crawl away into a corner and only talk to a few people. This has always been around up to a certain point but now several of my friends make me feel that way, although that's totally my fault and not theirs. I just realise that I'm slowly shutting down from social contact, whether it is on skype, in reality or any other chat. For those select few I don't want to shut out at any time, I usually fall silent in the conversations because I simply can't think of anything to say, no matter how much I want to. I'm sorry for that. (Zoe, you're actually the prime victim of loss for words so the sorry is mainly for you)
I have a plan though, I'm actually going to try and make my homework for tomorrow, something I haven't done in ages. I didn't even buy the book I need for maths yet and that subject is several months in. I'm slacking horribly but I intent to become active with school once more. I'm going to keep RP-ing, no matter how slow things go. The most important thing for me right now is regaining some trust in myself and starting to believe I'm not as worthless as I feel. That I'm not completely useless and I actually can do things if I just try hard enough. Maybe if I restore faith in myself, I can get out of bed in the morning and will no longer put my alarm three hours in advance just so I can press snooze until I'm late anyway. I hope you'll bear with me while I find some super glue and pull myself back together. I guess it's really needed by now.
The days I'm most likely to throw in replies are Sundays, as I'm with my wonderful boyfriend those days and he actually makes me feel better and forget about my sorrows. I really don't know what I would do without him. (Even though he's usually gaming all night, Gods I love him to pieces). He usually comes by at Thursdays too so maybe those will be reply days too. This doesn't mean I won't reply on other days, it just means the odds are lower as a reply that used to take me half an hour now takes me three or more... like, about a day. So yeah...
I'm still here, just need a little time.
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Hey guys.
My replys are gonna be a little slow as well. I only have eight days of school then four days of finals. Once school is over i can be active again but for now I need to focus on getting school work done and hbh is really distracting. I get on now and then but I won't be able to write replys until final days or after finals.
Sorry guys!
~Jes
My replys are gonna be a little slow as well. I only have eight days of school then four days of finals. Once school is over i can be active again but for now I need to focus on getting school work done and hbh is really distracting. I get on now and then but I won't be able to write replys until final days or after finals.
Sorry guys!
~Jes
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Yeeeah, the reason why I'm am SO INCREDIBLY BEHIND on every last one of my threads and duties to the site is because I'm in finals week as we speak. I would like to apologize for my absence. After this, I'm moving in the first week of my summer break and then I am all yours. Promise.
Sorry to everyone I'm in a thread with, I'll get to them as soon as I can,
Addie
Sorry to everyone I'm in a thread with, I'll get to them as soon as I can,
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I will be taking off for a few weeks so that I can get a couple personal things worked out; I should be back early to mid June, but don't expect any posts from me until then. I'm sorry to anyone I'm in a thread with, and I promise I'll be back as soon as possible :3
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Just so you all know, I'm beginning a move to a house that theoretically won't have internet until the 12th. I'll always have my phone for quick, non-typing intensive posts (no RPs), so just a heads up. I will have semiregular internet access about everyother day, those if you waiting on my posts will only have to wait twice as long as you normally do
EDIT: There's a situation going on that affects the time I have with the computer and internet, so all RPs will most likely be postponed until the 12th or after.
DOUBLE EDIT: I'm sure you guys now think I'm shunning you for adding two more reasons to not post, but I just realized I'll be moving an additional two people into my house (the one with no internet) within the week, so I'll be spending more than every-other day with them/without internet. BUT! I'm seeing if I can get a new battery for my laptop on Sat, so... There's at least one electronic plus in this mess.
EDIT: There's a situation going on that affects the time I have with the computer and internet, so all RPs will most likely be postponed until the 12th or after.
DOUBLE EDIT: I'm sure you guys now think I'm shunning you for adding two more reasons to not post, but I just realized I'll be moving an additional two people into my house (the one with no internet) within the week, so I'll be spending more than every-other day with them/without internet. BUT! I'm seeing if I can get a new battery for my laptop on Sat, so... There's at least one electronic plus in this mess.
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Sooooooo I'm going to be gone for most of tomorrow throughout most of the week shall return with full activity next Sunday ^-^
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i have been horrible and disappeared... sorry about that. work is just not being very nice now that summer has started and more people are coming by.
so my activity will suck for the coming months. sorry.
so my activity will suck for the coming months. sorry.
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I'm not going to be. RPing today because I'm studying all day for my final exams tomorrow. So don't expect any replies from me at this point because I really need to study.
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I'm back! All personal issues are mostly resolved, and since school is over I'll have more time to write. Expect some replies from me soon :3
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And herein starts the busy part of my summer. I leave for Girls' Camp tomorrow, and will be there from the 12th-15th of June! I will be back again for a week, but I then leave for a youth trip from the 24th-30th of June. Then again I leave for a family reunion from July 1st to July 14th(during this time there will be days where I will have access to the computer and internet, but not very often). From the 15th-19th of July I go to a day camp, so while I will be posting, I won't be on as much. After that however, I should be back for the rest of the summer and into the school year!
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Hey, look, it's me posting again, but just as a heads-up, not necessarily as a firm "I'm going away."
Those of you in the southern stretch of the Rockies know what I'm talking about, but for the rest of you: Colorado and New Mexico are being hit really hard for the second year in a row by wild fires. Since both states are a desert, the dry climate and high winds (that's mountains, for ya) make the fires nearly impossible (and sometimes truly impossible) to fight. Assuming these fires follow the same path they did last year, my college town will be highly smokey and hot - if Golden catches fire, I will be gone. If the fires get reasonably close to any part of the Denver Metro area, I'll be gone.
Also, I'm applying for another job, so less free time for me. Just so you all know.
Those of you in the southern stretch of the Rockies know what I'm talking about, but for the rest of you: Colorado and New Mexico are being hit really hard for the second year in a row by wild fires. Since both states are a desert, the dry climate and high winds (that's mountains, for ya) make the fires nearly impossible (and sometimes truly impossible) to fight. Assuming these fires follow the same path they did last year, my college town will be highly smokey and hot - if Golden catches fire, I will be gone. If the fires get reasonably close to any part of the Denver Metro area, I'll be gone.
Also, I'm applying for another job, so less free time for me. Just so you all know.
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I was grounded, for failing English and lying to my parents
And have very few computer privileges so sorry about my extra lack of activity
I am thinking it's only fair I should most likely get rid of Marius and stick with only one character for now, but that's a conversation I need to have with staff
And have very few computer privileges so sorry about my extra lack of activity
I am thinking it's only fair I should most likely get rid of Marius and stick with only one character for now, but that's a conversation I need to have with staff
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To explain my absence, I am so sorry to everyone I had threads with and had plans to keep up with, but I went to the beach and then camp right after. I was supposed to have wifi at the beach for five days, but that ended up not happening. And right now, I literally have a 18 hour break before I go camp and staff for a week. Unfortunately in these few hours, I will be showering, laundrying, and sleeping, so I don't think I can write many threads. (By the way, this camp is the camp I go to that Riordan went to, sends his children to, was a music staff director for a few years, and made the layout of Camp Half-Blood to look like).
I'll be back for real soon enough and writing-it-out-wise, I may have to postpone Addie's giving birth thread and all, but as soon as I can, I'll try as hard as I can to work everything out.
I'll be back for real soon enough and writing-it-out-wise, I may have to postpone Addie's giving birth thread and all, but as soon as I can, I'll try as hard as I can to work everything out.
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So...I said that I was going to be back today, but my grandpa is not doing well...so I don't know exactly when I'll be back...
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Hi, my replies are going to be pretty much dead for a while. School is almost done but the overload of work is killing me. This week includes 3 science reports, 4 tests and probably more.... Point is, I dun really have much time. I shall try but don't expect too much please....
So yeah, not as many replies for Seph and Tac as school is evil.
So yeah, not as many replies for Seph and Tac as school is evil.
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Okay, so. . . My activity has already dropped to dangerously low levels the past week or so and it won't get any better for a bit. In fact, I'm going to make it get worse.
I'm taking a break. It could be short or it could be pretty long. It depends on how I feel about getting back on.
Lately I just haven't even wanted to log on to the site but I've tried my best to check in at least once a day. My desire to RP is even worse. I can't even bring myself to open a word document to even attempt to pump out 600+ word responses and I know forcing myself will make it worse.
And with my job I actually have money to get out and do stuff now(Or I will next Tuesday when I get my first paycheck with hours I'll actually be working every week and not the crappy one with my training hours) and that's what I'm going to want to do.
I'll still be around on Skype and FB and texting if you have that info and feel free to PM me if you don't and I'll get it if I actually check it. Or you can get my Skype from under my username here.
Cheers,
Avery/Jackson/Travis/Miles
I'm taking a break. It could be short or it could be pretty long. It depends on how I feel about getting back on.
Lately I just haven't even wanted to log on to the site but I've tried my best to check in at least once a day. My desire to RP is even worse. I can't even bring myself to open a word document to even attempt to pump out 600+ word responses and I know forcing myself will make it worse.
And with my job I actually have money to get out and do stuff now(Or I will next Tuesday when I get my first paycheck with hours I'll actually be working every week and not the crappy one with my training hours) and that's what I'm going to want to do.
I'll still be around on Skype and FB and texting if you have that info and feel free to PM me if you don't and I'll get it if I actually check it. Or you can get my Skype from under my username here.
Cheers,
Avery/Jackson/Travis/Miles
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Hey guys!
I know my activity of late has been pretty nonexistent, and im sorry about that because I love hbh to bits. Things have kinda been crazy for me.
Anyways I just bobbed in to say that I'm going on holiday today, so ill be gone for the next week or so. And then after that I should hopefully be back and spewing out replies.
~ Ari/ Abi/ Evie/ Emily <3
I know my activity of late has been pretty nonexistent, and im sorry about that because I love hbh to bits. Things have kinda been crazy for me.
Anyways I just bobbed in to say that I'm going on holiday today, so ill be gone for the next week or so. And then after that I should hopefully be back and spewing out replies.
~ Ari/ Abi/ Evie/ Emily <3
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